Sunday, September 24, 2006
5:37 PM
| You Are 54% Feminine, 46% Masculine |
You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.
You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.
You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders. |
| You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
I am a girl. Period.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
9:41 PM
I realised that conversations with Shaun turn out weird, don't even know how. We were talking about emo, then it became Elmo. We talked about some rly emo person who posted on her blog, then commented on it. Then, started to talk about stuffed toys, which led to Disneyland and Donald Duck, Mickey Mouse house and Space Mountain. Then, it led to Universal Studios and Sea world. THEN, it became dolphins and penguins and Australia. Then, it became the ZOO.
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
I'm gna try and get a job at the zoo this hols :D
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
lol
eternity` says:
zzz.
eternity` says:
how can.
eternity` says:
fail lah.
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
why cannot..
eternity` says:
work as clean poopoo sure.
eternity` says:
need cert.
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
at least i got animals around (:
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
rly meh, what cert
eternity` says:
need to go for course.
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
ahhhhhh,
eternity` says:
zookeeper one.
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
):
eternity` says:
go for learning course.
eternity` says:
crazy. then allow any ABC to be zookeeper
eternity` says:
open the cage.
eternity` says:
and set them free.
eternity` says:
next day singapore's gov. announce state of emergency.
eternity` says:
call in thailand army to fight against animals.
eternity` says:
then animals call backup.
eternity` says:
hippo bring tigers from malaysia come.
eternity` says:
crocodiles come from aust.
eternity` says:
polars swim from alaska.
eternity` says:
seals and penguins make their way here from n.pole.
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
Okay Okay!
eternity` says:
attack singapore.
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
I GET THE POINT
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
I GET IT.
eternity` says:
lee kuan yew use Pokeball!
eternity` says:
MASTERBALL*
eternity` says:
catch lugia.
eternity` says:
then send lugia to attack back.
eternity` says:
houhou see lugia then come and kaypo.
eternity` says:
then 3 ledgendary cats all come and help.
eternity` says:
pokemon and animal kingdom and digimon all fight.
eternity` says:
then tom cruise come.
eternity` says:
war of the worlds.
eternity` says:
thunderstorms.
eternity` says:
got machines
eternity` says:
machines pwn all.
eternity` says:
then among all the commoners,
eternity` says:
rise the Djie. he inject aids into the machines1
eternity` says:
and POOF!
eternity` says:
IT BECAME KOKO CRUNCH!
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
LOL
eternity` says:
nice story?
With the warmth of your eyes you gave me ; says:
omgwtfbbq?
._." what's the no. for WoodBridge again?
_______________________________________
Seriously,
I don't get you. We care for you, we give you advice. You don't take it. You continue to wallow in your self-pity.
Maybe you think we don't pay enough attention to you, but how can you accuse us of not caring for you? It's over. Get over it already. Yet, you refuse to let it go. You choose to relive it. You choose to remember it. It's your choice. You can't expect us to always be there for you when you wish not to listen to us.
I rly don't get you, at all. You choose to be with Lin An & co. You say we treat you like a spare tyre? When we ask you out, you choose to go out with them? We didn't pang seh you. Also, I can understand that they'll listen. But, we have too. We just don't see why you can't get over it. We could, why can't you? We are over it and you are not. You have to carry on in life, damn it.
You were the last to know things? I'm sorry but I have to say this. I, personally, have told you things that I told you never to tell anyone. Yet, I found out tht you told other people that very bloody week? You tell me, how am I, how are we, to trust you with things we know you'll tell others about. Plus, you're always breaking down. I think if we were to burden you with our problems, it'll make you feel even worse.
Forget it, this part was written for myself as a reflection. Even if you read this, I doubt you'll think what I'm saying is true and revert to your old ways. We care for you, we don't want you to cry anymore. But, how can we make you see things our way? Take care.
Love,
Donna.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
9:55 PM
Today, they screened the video of our journey to OPC, NZ on the Plasma TVs in the canteen.
It brought back memories.
It's been more than 3 mths.
Almost all of us were together, watching the tv, clustered around one table. That same feeling of togetherness came back to me, as if we were being orientated on our first day there again.
Sneaky Jacob took and pasted personal reflections from our blogs at the end of the video(Gay friend!).
I miss OPC, and everything that came with it. I miss the fun, the madness, everything.
Sigh, I wna do it all over again.
On th other hand,
Chocolate mint cookies made Donny a happy girl. Half the cookies in the box have disappeared, where did they GO? :D
Also, SYF auditions are over. No more fretting over wht to say etc. and thinking if Angie would be disappointed.
I feel so chirpy, more so than I've ever been for awhile. I hope that this mood is here to stay.
Shoutout:
Thanks to all the tags in reference to the iPod post. Much appreciated (:
Saturday, September 16, 2006
11:10 PM
First off,
my endeared & priceless(to me!) iPod Video has been stolen by some inconsiderable jerk.
I hope tht the person will get his/her just desserts. Hope he/she trips&falls into a manhole or smth or {insert smth extremely horrible here}.
I wonder if tht person did it out of spite or greed. I jst want it back; I miss it alr ):
It's back to gloomy bus rides in th morning, cuz i doubt my dad'll get me another one since i lost my most prized possession.
Damn you, steal my wallet, steal my phone, i don't care. Why did you have to steal my iPod? Cost me freaking 500bucks.
Thanks to ppl who came round to comfort me or sent msgs tht cheered me up(: appreciated much.
Thks to zack who said he'll beat up th person if he found out who it was. Haha.
On another note,
I'm glad I'm not part of this charade anymore.
You have no idea how hard it is to resist th urge to break down.
I've realised how fictional friendships can be. Sometimes, I wonder if friendships truly exist.*
And even if they do, for how long will this fairytale last?*
I am truly blissed tht I do not have to partake in events of perpetual lies & falsehood. *
I'm jst content now, to take a backseat & see where it all leads to.
Lovelove.
* - It's jst my opinion, you don't have to feel th need to be insulted.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
4:13 PM
So, it's the start of a new "bright&sunny" term. Funny how holidays never seem to suffice. This one week's vacation seemed like a 3-day weekend. Plus, with an added bonus of ... Homework! I'm glad to say I've done naught.
The start of Monday marked the 5th anniversary of the September 11 trauma. It didn't seem that long ago to me that the twin towers got struck. Guess it goes to show how blatantly ignorant I am about the world.& what a great way to start the term.
Here's to the people who are gg or are alr screwed for not doing their homework. Kudos to you!
Today, I'm supposed to just have had my Chem test. Unfortunately(or fortunately), I got sick, muahahaha :D Two days' MC! I'm like, over the moon.
I wna be a conservationist when I grow up, jst like steve irwin! (: I love animals. haha, jst felt like saying tht.
I found quotes written into one of my notebooks by a friend who ripped it off somewhere :X but i think they're cute :
"Everybody has photographic memory, some just don't have the film."
&
"The less you are perceived to be, the more you can get away with."
Food for thought!
Tag replies
jr: Hey! :D Who'll miss you? haha
daryl: Lol, is tht another attempt at a cold joke? :X
rina: Hey rina, linked ya alr.
2.15.15.14: Thanks, boon.(:
whatever: I know tht there are ppl who are worse off than me, I'm not in self-pity. I'm jst looking fr answers.
shaun: welcome back, maehmaeh!
shearen: Hey dearie(:
Lovelove.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
9:39 PM
What's the perfect setting for an emo day?
At the beach, on a breakwater & it's pouring gallons. You're soaked to the bone. Alone, cold & tired of this rat race.
Why is it that when ppl sit on breakwaters, there's always this surge of unhappiness and swirl of emotions, that rush through your brains, and ruins a picturesque sunset?
The feeling sucks.
You're lonely, facing an open sea, no one around you. Everyone's too caught up with personal issues. Even though you know that they care, you aren't too sure 'cause you can't tell when they do.
Yet, there are some people who hurt you. Intentionally or unintentionally, it still hurts. The worst thing is if they hurt you, and don't even realise it.
Childish problems, they are, but why are we so affected? Where do we go for answers?
I need a damn map, to lead me to where I'm supposed to end up. Right now, I'm definitely on uncharted areas with only a toothpick for companionship.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
10:22 PM
So, we were called to school to "volunteer" for the Parents' Seminar in lieu with the Be My Guest proj., to attain our CE grades. Damn the hot sunny cloudless day. It was sweltering.
We were assigned to escort our dear guests to the Audi. There were 5 of us in the group that stood behind the library at the carpark. Nicole, Jillene, Cheryl, Wei ru and I. The guys were being prats and doing gay shit in the carpark, nothing unusual. When a car turned in, they'd bow excessively and greet them oh-so-cheesily. That's 3H for you!
Had to repeat, " Good afternoon, Sir/Ma'am. Are you here for the Parents' Seminar? Let me show you the way." Lol, felt quite foolish but it was quite satisfying when the parents commend you and you feel appreciated, having given up your damned Saturday.
Our reward? We got to finish the leftovers from the buffet table after the interval ended and the parents were in the Audi again. All this, for the sake of a grade on a piece of paper. Joy.
Played bball with Weilong, Cheryl, Weilun and Lemuel after the thingy. Played for awhile before we were chased by Mr. Hairy. Lemuel and I went to get bubble tea! Met Shearen along Haig rd, haha. The girl so happy that she gg swimming =x
Anyways, Kenglai called and asked Lemuel to go play bball at SCC. Lemuel asked me if i wanted to go. So, we went. Haha. It was Darren, Zack, Shi Xiang, Kenglai and Lemuel. Felt so pai seh to play cuz a lot of pro-looking bballers in their jerseys sitting around an overcrowded court. Then, this one guy joined us. Earlier on, Darren told me that the same guy, was damn pro. Can use left/right one handed, and still manage to shoot. Plus, he could touch the rim. And, he's slightly shorter than Keng Lai. Damn pro. AND, he's damn cute. Hahahaha. Really very cute. Too bad didn't get his no. ):
Went for dinner with Zack, Shaun and Nick at Parkway.
Grandzies came over in the evening today. Went out for dinner. I love my grandparents! Not like they'll ever know, but I really do. Don't exactly know how to say "I love you, Grandma/Grandpa" in dialect.
Tomorrow is Kbox with the girls!(except, minus Abby ):) Till then, Toodles!
Tag Replies
aannoonnyymmoouuss: I didn't realise I was giving off the impression of acting cute, oops. And, I'm not cute, goddamn it.
Manc: Ooops
Friday, September 01, 2006
8:58 PM
Ytd was Teacher's Day cum Aces' Day. Woke up at freaking 5.30 cuz Rizal wanted us student leaders to be in school by 6.30. HOWEVER, my effort was to naught because it started pourly heavily at 6.45. My 30 mins of sleep T.T
The other alternative was to do Ace's Day in the hall with only the Sec 1s and 2s. Well..I saw Jun jie laughing.Bet he was laughing too..
After school, Ian & I waited fr the guides and red cross peeps. So, Ian, Abby, Mavis, Verity and I made our way to NAPS. We met Winston, Timothy, Ryan and Boon Wei. It was about 11.30. There was a sign that said that we, the ex-pupils, could only enter the schl at 1.30 =/ We went to eat. We met more ppl along the way.
So,it was Abby, Ian, Mavis, Verity, Tim, Win, Ryan, Boon wei, Priscilla, Rachel, Jun Rui, Elise, Daryl, Darren, Chester, Ian C., Guo Wei, Gabriel, Suting, Wei Ru. We took up like 4 tables at BK.
NAPS was damn packed when we got there. They wouldn't let us go up the 2nd storey. All of us had to stay on the ground floor. Met Mrs Chen & Mrs Kee.
We went to Marine Square to watch a movie! It was a simple yet fun outing. Memories of ngee ann, man. There were 19 of us, cuz El & Wei ru had to go. We watched Monster House! Haha, Priscilla held 152 bucks worth of tickets. Swear, th ticket guy can't count. He goes.." 10..20..30..40..urh..50." Zzz. 19 tickets man! I also noticed 6 6/2 ppl and 13 6/1 ppl. More outings during th Dec Hols! Lovelove<3.
naps<3
Tag replies
JingHan: Hey, Jingy Jing (: Haha.
Jasmine: I can't believe it, either. x) Love.
anon: You're damn cute can? Expect me to know who you are when you put anonymous.
Daryl: hello cold joke person ^^ I have an alter ego >:] you just haven't met her, yet.
Nicole: hey, nini ng (:
Abby: "Anon, yea I'm talking about you" :D
